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Hey everyone! Long time no talk, yeah? Some of you may not know that I’m editing a comic made by two very close friends of mine. It is a fantasy (and a fantastic) story written and illustrated by the two of them, revolving around dragons, magic, and learning about oneself.
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Sorry
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Something has been eating away at me for a while now, and I can't really put it into words, but I'll try my best.
I don't have the worst life ever. My parents don't fight on a daily basis, they don't treat me like shit, I'm not deprived. People have it worse than I do. Much worse. Yet I still complain. Even some of my friends have it worse than I do. Thinking about it, I feel that I have no room to complain to them anymore because of what they've been through. I should be the one comforting, not groaning about how I do so much work around the house and my sister does none of it.
It isn't fair. I shouldn't be piling my lesser problems onto other people's larger ones. This has really started bothering me recently and it makes me feel like a nuisance. I'm sorry if I've ever done this to you, I've finally had some time to think about it and I won't do it again.
This was hard to write out because I'm not really thinking clearly right now. I won't talk to you about my problems if you have something worse going on. It isn't fair to you and your feelings. I guess that's the jist of it...
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Update on Life
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It's been a while, hasn't it? A lot of things have been going on since I last talked to you guys on here, so I figured I would give you a quick update before I disappeared for about a month or so. I'm currently at ID Tech camp at the College of William and Mary in Williamsburg, VA. This is my first paying job and it's also the first time I'll be staying on my own in a dorm setting. To say that I'm nervous is an understatement. I'm actually pretty terrified of what's to come. I just don't know what to expect.
Hopefully things will mellow out after my first full day her tomorrow, so we'll see how things go. Also, sorry for no art recently. I've been doing more traditional art and haven't had time/energy to go over them on my computer. So maybe once I get back.
I'll also be going to Otakon this year if anyone wants to meet up there! I'm not sure who I'm going as yet (probably going to get a full rave outfit for Sunday). I've been contemplating getting a female Assassin's Creed cosplay as well as a Byakuya Kuchiki cosplay. I have the black wig at home, I just need to style it. That should be fun if I DO end up ordering it.
Well, I have to go start training! Wish me luck and I'll see you guys later!!!
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New MAC!
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Yep, I just graduated and I got a Mac as a present! Only problem is...I can't get Paint Tool Sai on here. Anyone have any recommendations for drawing software I could use? My only experience is with Paint Tool Sai so something like that would be very nice. I'm looking for something with decent pressure sensitivity so I can sketch.
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Devious Journal Entry
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You know, there have been times where I feel like I'm just the third wheel, or the annoying person that my friends talk about behind my back. I feel like I'm the person that causes everyone to say "Great, here she comes...". It's been difficult these last few years to really believe that I have true friends that would want to hang out with me on a daily basis, and even this weekend I was struck with a worry that I was pushing people away because of the way I acted or something I did. I feel like I whine too much, or that I talk too much, or that I'm just generally an annoying person to those around me. I complain, and I vent, and I sometimes cry, and then the thought of my friends rolling their eyes and just wanting to get away from me really stings...I believed that this weekend.
At least until I was able to hang out with one of my closest friends. I apologized for being annoying, and she looked at me like I was crazy. She's been able to put up with me for three years now, and we've bonded so much. I know I'm going to sob when we finally part ways once we're off to college.
I just want to thank all of my friends who've been able to put up with me and my faults over the last few years. It's been a rough road for me, and I know I haven't been easy to deal with. Thank you all
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At least until I was able to hang out with one of my closest friends. I apologized for being annoying, and she looked at me like I was crazy. She's been able to put up with me for three years now, and we've bonded so much. I know I'm going to sob when we finally part ways once we're off to college.
I just want to thank all of my friends who've been able to put up with me and my faults over the last few years. It's been a rough road for me, and I know I haven't been easy to deal with. Thank you all
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